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  <title>Wasted Days and Wasted Nights</title>
  <subtitle>Big Hearl</subtitle>
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    <name>Big Hearl</name>
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  <updated>2006-04-07T02:15:55Z</updated>
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    <title>country_man @ 2006-04-06T22:13:00</title>
    <published>2006-04-07T02:15:55Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-07T02:15:55Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Loaded 44s on the low where the cheese at&lt;br /&gt;Fresh off the jet to the Jects where the G’s at</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:36735</id>
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    <title>Subject:</title>
    <published>2006-02-14T05:08:53Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-14T05:08:53Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Sportscenter</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Stolen from a total SKANK who likes guys who suck ass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PART 1&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1) Who is the last person you high-fived?&lt;br /&gt;Kevin&lt;br /&gt;2) If you were drafted into a war, would you serve?&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;3) Do you sleep with the t.v. on?&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;4) Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;5) Have you ever won a spelling bee?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;6) Have you ever been stung by a bee?&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;7) How fast can you type?&lt;br /&gt;Midly fast&lt;br /&gt;8) Are you afraid of the dark?&lt;br /&gt;If no ones around, hell yes.&lt;br /&gt;9) What color are your socks?&lt;br /&gt;Gray&lt;br /&gt;10) Have you ever made out at a drive-in?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;11) When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?&lt;br /&gt;When I was like, six.&lt;br /&gt;12) Do you knock on wood?&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;13) Do you floss daily?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;14) Do you wanna Fanta?&lt;br /&gt;Yeah&lt;br /&gt;15) Can you hula hoop?&lt;br /&gt;Fuck no&lt;br /&gt;16) Are you good at keeping secrets?&lt;br /&gt;Not really&lt;br /&gt;18) Do you know the Muffin Man?&lt;br /&gt;Im pretty fat, what do you think?&lt;br /&gt;19) Do you talk in your sleep?&lt;br /&gt;How the fuck am I supposed to know that?&lt;br /&gt;20) Who wrote the book on love?&lt;br /&gt;Gene Simmons&lt;br /&gt;21) Have you ever flown a kite?&lt;br /&gt;Probably not                                                                                                                                              22) Do you ever wish on fallen lashes?&lt;br /&gt;???&lt;br /&gt;23) Do you whiten your teeth?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;24) Can you smell what the Rock is cooking?&lt;br /&gt;He was in Doom the Movie-HAHA&lt;br /&gt;25) Have you ever asked for a pony?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;26) Have you, or would you ever, donate sperm/eggs??&lt;br /&gt;Yes &lt;br /&gt;27) Can you juggle?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;28) Missing someone now?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;30) Do the chickens have large talons?&lt;br /&gt;I hate that fucking movie.&lt;br /&gt;32) Are you ready to rumble?&lt;br /&gt;Do people actually still say that?&lt;br /&gt;34) Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;35) How do you spell relief?&lt;br /&gt;R-O-L-A-I-D-S&lt;br /&gt;36) Have you ever crawled through a window?&lt;br /&gt;Again, im fat, so...............no&lt;br /&gt;37) Have you ever eaten dog food?&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;38) Can you handle the truth?&lt;br /&gt;Goddamn, what is this, the overused quote survey??&lt;br /&gt;39) Do you like green eggs and ham?&lt;br /&gt;If im stoned.&lt;br /&gt;40) Whos your daddy?&lt;br /&gt;Shitty lines that are overdone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PART 2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Parents still together]&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;[Siblings]&lt;br /&gt;1/2&lt;br /&gt;[Pets]&lt;br /&gt;1 cat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FAVORITES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Color]&lt;br /&gt;Purple&lt;br /&gt;[Number]&lt;br /&gt;88&lt;br /&gt;[Animal]&lt;br /&gt;GRIZZLY BEAR!! RAR!!!&lt;br /&gt;[Drinks]&lt;br /&gt;Vault and Gatorade&lt;br /&gt;[Book]&lt;br /&gt;Catch-22-&lt;br /&gt;[Flower]&lt;br /&gt;Cocoa leaf&lt;br /&gt;DO YOU&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Color your hair?]&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;[Drink/Smoke?]&lt;br /&gt;Not regulary/no&lt;br /&gt;[Like roller coasters?]&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;[Wish you could live somewhere else?]&lt;br /&gt;Not really&lt;br /&gt;[Own a web cam?]&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;[Know how to drive?]&lt;br /&gt;Pretty damn well.&lt;br /&gt;[Own a cell phone?]&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;[Ever get off the computer?]&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAVE YOU EVER&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[considered a life of crime?]&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;[Considered being a hooker?]&lt;br /&gt;Every single waking moment of my life.&lt;br /&gt;[Used someone]&lt;br /&gt;Id say.......no&lt;br /&gt;[Been used?]&lt;br /&gt;Me? HA No&lt;br /&gt;[Been cheated on?]&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;[Kicked someone in the nuts?]&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;[Held a gun]&lt;br /&gt;yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CURRENTS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Current clothing]&lt;br /&gt;Jeans and a t-shirt&lt;br /&gt;[Current mood]&lt;br /&gt;Tired&lt;br /&gt;[Current taste]&lt;br /&gt;Skoal&lt;br /&gt;[What you currently smell like]&lt;br /&gt;Hopefully good.&lt;br /&gt;[Current hair]&lt;br /&gt;regular?&lt;br /&gt;[Current thing I ought to be doing]&lt;br /&gt;Bed&lt;br /&gt;[Last book you read]&lt;br /&gt;Slaughterhouse Five&lt;br /&gt;[Last movie you saw]&lt;br /&gt;Waiting...the Movie&lt;br /&gt;[Last thing you ate]&lt;br /&gt;Reese's Pieces&lt;br /&gt;[Last person you talked to on the phone]&lt;br /&gt;Ned</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2006-02-08T19:27:00</title>
    <published>2006-02-09T00:26:50Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-09T00:26:50Z</updated>
    <lj:music>SOAD-Violent Pornography</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Ask me a question about each of the following catagories:&lt;br /&gt;[FRIENDS]&lt;br /&gt;[SEX]&lt;br /&gt;[MUSIC]&lt;br /&gt;[GUYS]&lt;br /&gt;[EVERYDAY LIFE]&lt;br /&gt;[LOVE]&lt;br /&gt;[LJ]&lt;br /&gt;[RANDOM]</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:36273</id>
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    <title>NIN-The Day The Whole World Went Away</title>
    <published>2006-01-30T16:44:14Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-30T16:44:14Z</updated>
    <lj:music>NIN-The Day The Whole World Went Away</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I'd listen to the words he'd say&lt;br /&gt;But in his voice i heard decay&lt;br /&gt;The plastic face forced to portray&lt;br /&gt;All the insides left cold and gray&lt;br /&gt;There is a place that still remains&lt;br /&gt;It eats the fear it eats the pain&lt;br /&gt;The sweetest price he'll have to pay&lt;br /&gt;The day the whole world went away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;na na nah&lt;br /&gt;na na na, nah&lt;br /&gt;na na nah&lt;br /&gt;na na na, nah</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:35988</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2006-01-02T16:12:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-02T21:12:53Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-02T21:12:53Z</updated>
    <lj:music>NIN-Heresy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">NIN-Heresy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see&lt;br /&gt;he tries to tell me what I put inside of me&lt;br /&gt;he's got the answers to ease my curiosity&lt;br /&gt;he dreamed up a god and called it Christianity&lt;br /&gt;your god is dead and no one cares&lt;br /&gt;if there is a hell I will see you there&lt;br /&gt;he flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line&lt;br /&gt;he made a virus that would kill off all the swine&lt;br /&gt;his perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain&lt;br /&gt;demands devotion atrocities done in his name&lt;br /&gt;your god is dead and no one cares&lt;br /&gt;drowning in his own hypocrisy&lt;br /&gt;and if there is a hell I will see you there&lt;br /&gt;burning with your god in humility&lt;br /&gt;will you die for this?</content>
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    <title>ARRR!!!!!</title>
    <published>2005-12-22T04:44:23Z</published>
    <updated>2005-12-22T04:44:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Led Zep-Stairway to Heaven</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Everyone have a Merry Christmas and Happy, yet safe, New Year!!</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-12-17T14:50:00</title>
    <published>2005-12-17T19:54:14Z</published>
    <updated>2005-12-17T19:54:14Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool-Ticks and Leeches</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I post these songs, download them!&lt;br /&gt;If you dont like them,ok, but if you do, comment back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tool-Ticks and Leeches&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suck and suck.&lt;br /&gt;Suckin up all you can, suckin up all you can suck.&lt;br /&gt;Workin up under my patience like a little tick.&lt;br /&gt;Fat little parasite.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suck me dry.&lt;br /&gt;My blood is bruised and borrowed. You thieving bastards.&lt;br /&gt;You have turned my blood cold and bitter,&lt;br /&gt;beat my compassion black and blue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope this is what you wanted.&lt;br /&gt;Hope this is what you had in mind.&lt;br /&gt;Cuz this is what you're getting.&lt;br /&gt;I hope you're choking. I hope you choke on this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Taken all I can, taken all I can, we(?) can take.&lt;br /&gt;Taken all you can, taken all you can fuckin' take&lt;br /&gt;Got nothing left to give to you.&lt;br /&gt;Blood suckin parasitic little tick/blood suckin parasitic little tick&lt;br /&gt;Take what you want and then go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope this is what you wanted.&lt;br /&gt;Hope this is what you had in mind.&lt;br /&gt;Cuz this is what you're getting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suck me dry.&lt;br /&gt;Is this what you wanted?&lt;br /&gt;Is this what you had in mind?&lt;br /&gt;Cuz this this is what you're getting.&lt;br /&gt;I hope you choke.</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-12-12T12:42:00</title>
    <published>2005-12-12T17:52:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-12-12T17:52:20Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Domination-Pantera</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Im a theif-stolen from erin hagan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;0pen itunes t0 answer the f0ll0wing. g0 t0 y0ur library. answer, n0 matter h0w embarrassing it is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;h0w many s0ngs: 501&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;s0rt by s0ng:&lt;br /&gt;first s0ng: 01-A Violent Reaction-American Head Charge&lt;br /&gt;last s0ng: You Were Always On My Mind-Willie Nelson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;s0rt by time:&lt;br /&gt;sh0rtest s0ng: Eon Blue Apocolypse-Tool (1:04)&lt;br /&gt;l0ngest s0ng: Bill Hicks Live in LA (35:15)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;s0rt by artist:&lt;br /&gt;first s0ng: Wasteland-10 Years&lt;br /&gt;last s0ng: Shake-Ying Yang Twins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;s0rt by album:&lt;br /&gt;first album: Hateful Design-Graveworn ((N) Utopia)&lt;br /&gt;last album: Gone-Montgomery Gentry  (You Do Your Thing)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;t0p 5ive m0st played s0ngs:&lt;br /&gt;Tool-The Patient&lt;br /&gt;APC-Judith&lt;br /&gt;Tool-Hooker With A Penis&lt;br /&gt;Dr. Dre and Snoop-Nuthin But A G Thang&lt;br /&gt;Pantera-Becoming&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first s0ng that c0mes up 0n shuffle: Domination-Pantera&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;find "sex," h0w many s0ngs sh0w up? 1-Marcy Playground-Sex and Candy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;find "death," h0w many s0ngs sh0w up? 2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;find "l0ve," h0w many s0ngs sh0w up? 17</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-11-29T20:04:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-30T01:07:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-30T01:07:16Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool-Maynard's Dick</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Why do I always go for teh ones that have no chance with??</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-11-23T13:41:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-23T18:43:52Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-23T18:43:52Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool-The Patient</lj:music>
    <content type="html">A groan of tedium escapes me,&lt;br /&gt;Startling the fearful.&lt;br /&gt;Is this a test? It has to be,&lt;br /&gt;Otherwise I can't go on.&lt;br /&gt;Draining patience, drain vitality.&lt;br /&gt;This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I'm still right here&lt;br /&gt;Giving blood, keeping faith&lt;br /&gt;And I'm still right here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wait it out,&lt;br /&gt;Gonna wait it out,&lt;br /&gt;Be patient (wait it out).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If there were no rewards to reap,&lt;br /&gt;No loving embrace to see me through&lt;br /&gt;This tedious path I've chosen here,&lt;br /&gt;I certainly would've walked away by now.&lt;br /&gt;Gonna wait it out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If there were no desire to heal&lt;br /&gt;The damaged and broken met along&lt;br /&gt;This tedious path I've chosen here&lt;br /&gt;I certainly would've walked away by now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I still may ... (sigh) ... I still may.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Be patient.&lt;br /&gt;I must keep reminding myself of this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And if there were no rewards to reap,&lt;br /&gt;No loving embrace to see me through&lt;br /&gt;This tedious path I've chosen here,&lt;br /&gt;I certainly would've walked away by now.&lt;br /&gt;And I still may.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gonna wait it out.</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-11-20T20:33:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-21T01:35:04Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-21T01:35:04Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool-Hooker With A Penis</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I like fell in love last night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She is so fucking hot, I want to marry her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you read this, you know who I am talking about, hit me up on AIM or somethin.</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-11-14T23:44:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-15T04:44:44Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-15T04:44:44Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool-Reflection</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I have come curiously close to the end, down&lt;br /&gt;Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,&lt;br /&gt;Defeated, I concede and&lt;br /&gt;Move closer&lt;br /&gt;I may find comfort here&lt;br /&gt;I may find peace within the emptiness&lt;br /&gt;How pitiful&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's calling me...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping&lt;br /&gt;The moon tells me a secret - my confidant&lt;br /&gt;As full and bright as I am&lt;br /&gt;This light is not my own and&lt;br /&gt;A million light reflections pass over me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Its source is bright and endless&lt;br /&gt;She resuscitates the hopeless&lt;br /&gt;Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt&lt;br /&gt;Don't wanna be down here feeding my narcissism.&lt;br /&gt;I must crucify the ego before it's far too late&lt;br /&gt;I pray the light lifts me out&lt;br /&gt;Before I pine away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So crucify the ego, before it's far too late&lt;br /&gt;To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,&lt;br /&gt;And you will come to find that we are all one mind&lt;br /&gt;Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.&lt;br /&gt;Just let the light touch you&lt;br /&gt;And let the words spill through&lt;br /&gt;And let them pass right through&lt;br /&gt;Bringing out our hope and reason ...&lt;br /&gt;before we pine away.</content>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-11-14T23:28:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-15T04:28:52Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-15T04:28:52Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool-46&amp;2</lj:music>
    <content type="html">My shadow's&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shedding skin and&lt;br /&gt;I've been picking&lt;br /&gt;Scabs again.&lt;br /&gt;I'm down&lt;br /&gt;Digging through&lt;br /&gt;My old muscles&lt;br /&gt;Looking for a clue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been crawling on my belly&lt;br /&gt;Clearing out what could've been.&lt;br /&gt;I've been wallowing in my own confused&lt;br /&gt;And insecure delusions&lt;br /&gt;For a piece to cross me over&lt;br /&gt;Or a word to guide me in.&lt;br /&gt;I wanna feel the changes coming down.&lt;br /&gt;I wanna know what I've been hiding in&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My shadow.&lt;br /&gt;Change is coming through my shadow.&lt;br /&gt;My shadow's shedding skin&lt;br /&gt;I've been picking&lt;br /&gt;My scabs again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been crawling on my belly&lt;br /&gt;Clearing out what could've been.&lt;br /&gt;I've been wallowing in my own chaotic&lt;br /&gt;And insecure delusions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wanna feel the change consume me,&lt;br /&gt;Feel the outside turning in.&lt;br /&gt;I wanna feel the metamorphosis and&lt;br /&gt;Cleansing I've endured within&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My shadow&lt;br /&gt;Change is coming.&lt;br /&gt;Now is my time.&lt;br /&gt;Listen to my muscle memory.&lt;br /&gt;Contemplate what I've been clinging to.&lt;br /&gt;Forty-six and two ahead of me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I choose to live and to&lt;br /&gt;Grow, take and give and to&lt;br /&gt;Move, learn and love and to&lt;br /&gt;Cry, kill and die and to&lt;br /&gt;Be paranoid and to&lt;br /&gt;Lie, hate and fear and to&lt;br /&gt;Do what it takes to move through.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I choose to live and to&lt;br /&gt;Lie, kill and give and to&lt;br /&gt;Die, learn and love and to&lt;br /&gt;Do what it takes to step through.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See my shadow changing,&lt;br /&gt;Stretching up and over me.&lt;br /&gt;Soften this old armor.&lt;br /&gt;Hoping I can clear the way&lt;br /&gt;By stepping through my shadow,&lt;br /&gt;Coming out the other side.&lt;br /&gt;Step into the shadow.&lt;br /&gt;Forty six and two are just ahead of me.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:33662</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-11-07T08:20:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-07T13:21:00Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-07T13:21:00Z</updated>
    <lj:music>D4L-Laffy Taffy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I update at weird times.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:33332</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-10-31T18:03:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-31T23:04:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-31T23:04:02Z</updated>
    <lj:music>SADNESS CAUSED BY HALIE</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class='ljuser ljuser-name_country_man' lj:user='country_man' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://country-man.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://country-man.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;country_man&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;'s Halloween party: &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;

&lt;b&gt;_____07&lt;/b&gt; dressed as the President of Eritrea.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;_bjf07&lt;/b&gt; dressed as Dr. Crusher from "Star Trek".&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;_hrw&lt;/b&gt; dressed as Jimmie Carter.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;_mml&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a giraffe.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;adriannarife&lt;/b&gt; dressed as Optimus Prime.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;babybrynn03&lt;/b&gt; dressed as Winona Ryder.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;beyond_loving&lt;/b&gt; didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;catch_14&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a kicker for the Cardinals.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;christy_d_b&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a Level 6 wizard.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;cntstysoft&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Lumpy Stinkerbrains".&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;ddub_x&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a buffalo.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;dustin02&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a character from "Aliens", and it suited them all too well.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;eringrace&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a 1960's hippie child.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;hae&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Wand of Menlo.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;halie4&lt;/b&gt; dressed as the Viscount of Chureldac.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;hrc_&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Amateur Pupil.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;iam23&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a pixie.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;jane_strummer&lt;/b&gt; dressed as the Governor of Michigan.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;kae_c&lt;/b&gt; forgot to put on clothes!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;kcheerchick&lt;/b&gt; dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Margarita.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;mth_&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a bottle of Roxdyne.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;pvpomshkr&lt;/b&gt; dressed as Bob Dylan.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;stidham_44&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a still devil.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;sweetstorm&lt;/b&gt; dressed as Anna Nicole Smith.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;xstacynicolex&lt;/b&gt; dressed as a can of Coke.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;b&gt;zer0_5&lt;/b&gt; dressed as your uncle.&lt;br&gt;



&lt;br&gt;Throw your own party at the &lt;a href="http://sigma7.freestarthost.com/phpnonsense/hallomeme.html"&gt;Hallomeme&lt;/a&gt;!&lt;br&gt;&lt;font size="1px"&gt;Created with &lt;a href="http://sigma7.freestarthost.com/phpnonsense/"&gt;phpNonsense&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:33046</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-10-21T01:37:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-21T05:38:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-21T05:38:17Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Journey-Dont Stop Believin</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Ive slept four hours in two days! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rock!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:32977</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-10-16T22:13:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-17T02:13:44Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-17T02:13:44Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Type O Negative-Black #1</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I suck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love Halloween.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:32718</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-09-27T21:39:00</title>
    <published>2005-09-28T01:40:35Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-28T01:40:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Reach454-New Scar</lj:music>
    <content type="html">1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.&lt;br /&gt;2. I will then tell you what song reminds me of you.&lt;br /&gt;3. I will tell you a movie we should see together.&lt;br /&gt;4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me, if I can.&lt;br /&gt;5. I will tell you my Best memory of you.&lt;br /&gt;6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.&lt;br /&gt;7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.&lt;br /&gt;8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ. (and be prepared to answer the question I ask in #7)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From halie4</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:32013</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-09-20T12:06:00</title>
    <published>2005-09-20T16:09:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-20T16:09:17Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Ten Years-Wasteland</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Rod Run was the weekend, had a blast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think im gonna go to strictly friends only.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comment to be added.</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>Argh</title>
    <published>2005-08-31T02:31:09Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-31T02:31:09Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tool-Opiate</lj:music>
    <content type="html">College isnt that bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The days go by really really fast now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have no idea what is up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a monster crush on someone, but it wont work out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dont put your faith in somoene that hasnt been there before, or will ever be there.&lt;br /&gt;ITs just false hope.&lt;br /&gt;Live in a real world.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:31548</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-08-22T22:50:00</title>
    <published>2005-08-23T02:51:41Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-23T02:51:41Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Fall Out Boy-Suger We're Goin Down</lj:music>
    <content type="html">This summer, has been the most eventful ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But it all ends this week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am so goddamn sad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I should have a lot more fun as this goes on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, I dunno, I had a lotta fun this summer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I cant quite remember it all, but that makes it fun,right??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comment more goddamnit.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:31301</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-08-15T14:36:00</title>
    <published>2005-08-15T18:39:00Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-15T18:39:00Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Tommy Lee-Good Times</lj:music>
    <content type="html">This summer has been wild.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dont want to start school, I  just want to hang out every day.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:31098</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-07-31T02:58:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-31T06:58:23Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-31T06:58:23Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Im so empty inside, it hurts.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:30723</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-07-21T12:41:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-21T16:42:27Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-21T16:42:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I need a life, bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Can I have yours?</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:country_man:30696</id>
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    <title>country_man @ 2005-07-07T04:50:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-07T08:50:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-07T08:50:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Wild night, update tomar.</content>
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