Wasted Days and Wasted Nights

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 02:15:55 GMT

Loaded 44s on the low where the cheese at
Fresh off the jet to the Jects where the G’s at

Subject:

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 05:08:53 GMT

Stolen from a total SKANK who likes guys who suck ass.

PART 1

1) Who is the last person you high-fived?
Kevin
2) If you were drafted into a war, would you serve?
Yes
3) Do you sleep with the t.v. on?
Yes
4) Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
Yes
5) Have you ever won a spelling bee?
No
6) Have you ever been stung by a bee?
Yes
7) How fast can you type?
Midly fast
8) Are you afraid of the dark?
If no ones around, hell yes.
9) What color are your socks?
Gray
10) Have you ever made out at a drive-in?
No
11) When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
When I was like, six.
12) Do you knock on wood?
Yes
13) Do you floss daily?
No
14) Do you wanna Fanta?
Yeah
15) Can you hula hoop?
Fuck no
16) Are you good at keeping secrets?
Not really
18) Do you know the Muffin Man?
Im pretty fat, what do you think?
19) Do you talk in your sleep?
How the fuck am I supposed to know that?
20) Who wrote the book on love?
Gene Simmons
21) Have you ever flown a kite?
Probably not 22) Do you ever wish on fallen lashes?
???
23) Do you whiten your teeth?
No
24) Can you smell what the Rock is cooking?
He was in Doom the Movie-HAHA
25) Have you ever asked for a pony?
No
26) Have you, or would you ever, donate sperm/eggs??
Yes
27) Can you juggle?
No
28) Missing someone now?
No
30) Do the chickens have large talons?
I hate that fucking movie.
32) Are you ready to rumble?
Do people actually still say that?
34) Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
Yes
35) How do you spell relief?
R-O-L-A-I-D-S
36) Have you ever crawled through a window?
Again, im fat, so...............no
37) Have you ever eaten dog food?
No
38) Can you handle the truth?
Goddamn, what is this, the overused quote survey??
39) Do you like green eggs and ham?
If im stoned.
40) Whos your daddy?
Shitty lines that are overdone.

PART 2

[Parents still together]
Yes
[Siblings]
1/2
[Pets]
1 cat

FAVORITES

[Color]
Purple
[Number]
88
[Animal]
GRIZZLY BEAR!! RAR!!!
[Drinks]
Vault and Gatorade
[Book]
Catch-22-
[Flower]
Cocoa leaf
DO YOU

[Color your hair?]
No
[Drink/Smoke?]
Not regulary/no
[Like roller coasters?]
Yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else?]
Not really
[Own a web cam?]
No
[Know how to drive?]
Pretty damn well.
[Own a cell phone?]
Yes
[Ever get off the computer?]
Yes

HAVE YOU EVER

[considered a life of crime?]
Yes
[Considered being a hooker?]
Every single waking moment of my life.
[Used someone]
Id say.......no
[Been used?]
Me? HA No
[Been cheated on?]
No
[Kicked someone in the nuts?]
Yes
[Held a gun]
yes

CURRENTS

[Current clothing]
Jeans and a t-shirt
[Current mood]
Tired
[Current taste]
Skoal
[What you currently smell like]
Hopefully good.
[Current hair]
regular?
[Current thing I ought to be doing]
Bed
[Last book you read]
Slaughterhouse Five
[Last movie you saw]
Waiting...the Movie
[Last thing you ate]
Reese's Pieces
[Last person you talked to on the phone]
Ned

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 00:26:50 GMT

Ask me a question about each of the following catagories:
[FRIENDS]
[SEX]
[MUSIC]
[GUYS]
[EVERYDAY LIFE]
[LOVE]
[LJ]
[RANDOM]

NIN-The Day The Whole World Went Away

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 16:44:14 GMT

I'd listen to the words he'd say
But in his voice i heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
All the insides left cold and gray
There is a place that still remains
It eats the fear it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay
The day the whole world went away

na na nah
na na na, nah
na na nah
na na na, nah

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 21:12:53 GMT

NIN-Heresy

he sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see
he tries to tell me what I put inside of me
he's got the answers to ease my curiosity
he dreamed up a god and called it Christianity
your god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell I will see you there
he flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line
he made a virus that would kill off all the swine
his perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain
demands devotion atrocities done in his name
your god is dead and no one cares
drowning in his own hypocrisy
and if there is a hell I will see you there
burning with your god in humility
will you die for this?

ARRR!!!!!

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 04:44:23 GMT

Everyone have a Merry Christmas and Happy, yet safe, New Year!!

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 19:54:14 GMT

I post these songs, download them!
If you dont like them,ok, but if you do, comment back.

Tool-Ticks and Leeches

Suck and suck.
Suckin up all you can, suckin up all you can suck.
Workin up under my patience like a little tick.
Fat little parasite.

Suck me dry.
My blood is bruised and borrowed. You thieving bastards.
You have turned my blood cold and bitter,
beat my compassion black and blue.

Hope this is what you wanted.
Hope this is what you had in mind.
Cuz this is what you're getting.
I hope you're choking. I hope you choke on this.

Taken all I can, taken all I can, we(?) can take.
Taken all you can, taken all you can fuckin' take
Got nothing left to give to you.
Blood suckin parasitic little tick/blood suckin parasitic little tick
Take what you want and then go.

Hope this is what you wanted.
Hope this is what you had in mind.
Cuz this is what you're getting.

Suck me dry.
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you had in mind?
Cuz this this is what you're getting.
I hope you choke.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 17:52:20 GMT

Im a theif-stolen from erin hagan.

0pen itunes t0 answer the f0ll0wing. g0 t0 y0ur library. answer, n0 matter h0w embarrassing it is.

h0w many s0ngs: 501

s0rt by s0ng:
first s0ng: 01-A Violent Reaction-American Head Charge
last s0ng: You Were Always On My Mind-Willie Nelson

s0rt by time:
sh0rtest s0ng: Eon Blue Apocolypse-Tool (1:04)
l0ngest s0ng: Bill Hicks Live in LA (35:15)

s0rt by artist:
first s0ng: Wasteland-10 Years
last s0ng: Shake-Ying Yang Twins

s0rt by album:
first album: Hateful Design-Graveworn ((N) Utopia)
last album: Gone-Montgomery Gentry (You Do Your Thing)

t0p 5ive m0st played s0ngs:
Tool-The Patient
APC-Judith
Tool-Hooker With A Penis
Dr. Dre and Snoop-Nuthin But A G Thang
Pantera-Becoming

first s0ng that c0mes up 0n shuffle: Domination-Pantera

find "sex," h0w many s0ngs sh0w up? 1-Marcy Playground-Sex and Candy

find "death," h0w many s0ngs sh0w up? 2

find "l0ve," h0w many s0ngs sh0w up? 17

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 01:07:16 GMT

Why do I always go for teh ones that have no chance with??

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 18:43:52 GMT

A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.

But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here.

Wait it out,
Gonna wait it out,
Be patient (wait it out).

If there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.

If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now.

And I still may ... (sigh) ... I still may.

Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.

And if there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.

Gonna wait it out.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 01:35:04 GMT

I like fell in love last night.

She is so fucking hot, I want to marry her.

If you read this, you know who I am talking about, hit me up on AIM or somethin.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 04:44:44 GMT

I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful

It's calling me...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret - my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me

Its source is bright and endless
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting

And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't wanna be down here feeding my narcissism.
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out
Before I pine away.

So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.
Just let the light touch you
And let the words spill through
And let them pass right through
Bringing out our hope and reason ...
before we pine away.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 04:28:52 GMT

My shadow's

Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in

My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 13:21:00 GMT

I update at weird times.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 23:04:02 GMT

country_man's Halloween party:

_____07 dressed as the President of Eritrea.
_bjf07 dressed as Dr. Crusher from "Star Trek".
_hrw dressed as Jimmie Carter.
_mml dressed as a giraffe.
adriannarife dressed as Optimus Prime.
babybrynn03 dressed as Winona Ryder.
beyond_loving didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
catch_14 dressed as a kicker for the Cardinals.
christy_d_b dressed as a Level 6 wizard.
cntstysoft dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Lumpy Stinkerbrains".
ddub_x dressed as a buffalo.
dustin02 dressed as a character from "Aliens", and it suited them all too well.
eringrace dressed as a 1960's hippie child.
hae dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Wand of Menlo.
halie4 dressed as the Viscount of Chureldac.
hrc_ dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Amateur Pupil.
iam23 dressed as a pixie.
jane_strummer dressed as the Governor of Michigan.
kae_c forgot to put on clothes!
kcheerchick dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Margarita.
mth_ dressed as a bottle of Roxdyne.
pvpomshkr dressed as Bob Dylan.
stidham_44 dressed as a still devil.
sweetstorm dressed as Anna Nicole Smith.
xstacynicolex dressed as a can of Coke.
zer0_5 dressed as your uncle.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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Fri, 21 Oct 2005 05:38:17 GMT

Ive slept four hours in two days!

rock!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 02:13:44 GMT

I suck.

I love Halloween.

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 01:40:35 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song reminds me of you.
3. I will tell you a movie we should see together.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me, if I can.
5. I will tell you my Best memory of you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ. (and be prepared to answer the question I ask in #7)

From halie4

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 16:09:17 GMT

Rod Run was the weekend, had a blast.

I think im gonna go to strictly friends only.

Comment to be added.

Argh

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 02:31:09 GMT

College isnt that bad.

The days go by really really fast now.

I have no idea what is up.

I have a monster crush on someone, but it wont work out.

Dont put your faith in somoene that hasnt been there before, or will ever be there.
ITs just false hope.
Live in a real world.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 02:51:41 GMT

This summer, has been the most eventful ever.

But it all ends this week.

I am so goddamn sad.

But I should have a lot more fun as this goes on.

Well, I dunno, I had a lotta fun this summer.

I cant quite remember it all, but that makes it fun,right??

Comment more goddamnit.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 18:39:00 GMT

This summer has been wild.

I dont want to start school, I just want to hang out every day.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 06:58:23 GMT

Im so empty inside, it hurts.

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 16:42:27 GMT

I need a life, bad.

Can I have yours?

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 08:50:20 GMT

Wild night, update tomar.